It's like if I fall one way there is Feeling Of Impending Doom, with a side for Everything Is Secretly Wrong, and somewhere back there I Am Awful, and I guess other stuff on other angles. But I can see it all there, and as long as I keep very very correctly going, I can wobble along, only in fear of impending mental health collapse, rather than actually landing in it.
Which is to say my good mood has lasted all week, which is excellent, but increasingly effortful.
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